i sit front row in the front 'cause I’d like to sit anywhere but not here. i leave and I travel around the world alone because I’d like to travel with everyone
but not with me. i raise my hand because I don’t want to say anything. i step up every time I’d like to step back. i do whenever I’d like not to. i jump because I don’t want to fall. i always do quite the opposite of what I’d like to do. i always do the thing I’m afraid of. hoping one day I won’t be anymore.
i stand up and read this poem because I'd never want anyone to know that I am scared.